| Hey Y'all its been a little while since I have updated this page and I just gotta say being deployed fuckin rocks my socks off. This is great. And I cant wait for this Transformation to go through and I get my Bloody Bucket Patch. The Twenty-Eighth Infantry Division. Once that goes through we are supposed to head to Iraq and I cant wait. The tenative date for it is mid to late 2008. |
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| Well just one more day goes by and I get more and more pissed off then the day before. I cant really explain why on here but I am very very frusterated right now and if anyone just so happens to piss me off more I will probally give myself a brain hemmorage. |
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| Well Since I have last updated a lot has changed so much that I find it hard to put into words. Some has changed for the better and yet some has changed for the worse. We wont talk about what has changed for the worse tho cause its not important. What has changed that is good is what is important. Brandy and I have split up and now I am dating Tiffany. I love her so very much and I hope that she loves me too. Well this is all I really have time to put up here so have fun I will eventually uptdate to the actual starndard. |
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| This is for you Chris,
I loved you like a brother but now you have gone away, who will look after the family? who will look after my pain? I am alone again and havin a hard time coping. I thought that you would always out live me but I guess I was just wrong. There you are and here I am, Two seperate worlds never to be together again.You have left all of us here without your similing face without your joyful tear.So rest in peace my cousin, take care way over there, I loved you like a brother and now the love is no longer there. I hope to one day see you again, I hope to see that face. The face that brought laughter to mine, The face that now brings a tear. I will never forget you nor will I ever be at peace, until such a time that I see you again and those tears will one day be replaced. You meant the world to some, and to those some you will never be lost. I never told you that I loved you nor did I ever seem to care. I always did love you cousin, and I always will. So while you are resting peacefully way up there on that hill be sure to look down on the family be sure that you know we care. I will look after those that have been left behind, and I will be strong for them, but behind a closed door is where you will always see the true me. The me that weeps for you and the one that weeps for the family. You left your brothers and sisters and you even left me without a moments notice, so when we meet again dear cousin know there will be a loving embrace.
Rest In Peace Dear Cousin R.I.P. Christopher Downing You will never be forgotten |
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| This is to everyone out there. Please just leave me alone for a while. Nothing is going right for me and I cant seem to get my shit straightend out. I dont have anyone that I can talk to that would truly understand how I feel right now and I cant depend on any but myself and if you refuse to leave me alone then so be it because you are probally right that I am not ok and I need someone to talk to but I hate being alone. I cant take it. But I have to deal because there are more people who depend on me to be the strong one no matter what. So just in case you do happen to choose not to leave me alone and you ask me what is wrong I will say exactly this, I am ok I am just fine nothing is wrong I can manage. But anyway yeah so thats it. Later. |
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